Still don’t see the reason why people are so fixated on such a silly little thing like a knife.
that’s a long time. Well, psychologically speaking, it’ll depend on how hooked I am to what I’m giving up. Two things that’s for sure. And hopefully after the 40 days are done, I’ll be able to get rid of it for good. Hmm, is the forty days biblically related or no?
Post reblogged from Erin's OLD account.
Because the imaginative side of brain decided to stop working.
yes. I will.
Source: drivewithmeeee
so yeah, if you throw some glasses on him, that aren’t stupid, then I think we may have a pretty close match lol
Definitely love this song!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDD
There’s a place that I’ve found
As far as I can see
This place lies within
The depths of my dreams
In a garden surrounded
By fire and trees
Through the smoke a silhouette I can barely see
There’s a man with an axe
Standing in the rain
Looked me straight in the eyes
This is what he had to say
Never fall asleep
You won’t wake up
Destroy the guillotine
Before he does
I walk with shadows
(you have to find a better way)
I walk with shadows
(the questions I will never say)
Hiding from the gallows
(they keep me safe and sound)
So I walk with shadows
(the ways of burning down this house)
End transmission
The satellites are down
I need an earthquake
To shake this pity
OFF THE GROUND
Just don’t trust these liars at the door
(you have to find a better way)
Kill the ones that have these answers for
(the questions I will never say)
Never fall asleep
You won’t wake up
Destroy the guillotine
Before he does
I walk with shadows
(you have to find a better way)
I walk with shadows
(the questions I will never say)
Hiding from the gallows
(they keep me safe and sound)
So I walk with shadows
(the ways of burning down this house)
End transmission
The satellites are down
I need an earthquake
To shake this pity
Off the ground
All the vibrant colors I see
And the shades that fill the grey
Pain
The pain
Pain
The pain
Pain the pain
Pain
[x2]
Hiding from the gallows
(you have to find a better way)
I walk with shadows
(the questions I will never say)
Hiding from the gallows
(they keep me safe and sound)
So I walk with shadows
(the ways of burning down this house)
Post reblogged from Thiara with 2 notes
what an eventful long weekend, I can’t seem to wrap my mind around this all. I have so much homework and so little time. My honors paper is due on the eighth, I have a project, I should be reading a novel, I should have numbered my music and piano lessons are in an hour. I’m constantly zoning in and out, thirty minutes of sleep does not do well. I was hoping I could see him today but as usual my plans are already made. Oh, lovely. I know. Hah, did you ever have feelings for me? The question that runs through my head. I enjoy this clicking noise of the keyboard after every letter and every key. Sigh, typing is soothing. xD Hm, I’m making dinnner tonight ( hopefully I don’t burn down the kitchen yet once again. sltm.) I was thinking something asain would do. Fried rice? Oh yus (:. I can’t understand why you annoy me so much, is it because of how much of an ass you are or is it because your words linger on and on and drone and make me want to shoot a kitten. I wonder if my saddest attempts even made an effect on you, or if you even thought about it twice. hah, you have no idea what was running through my mind in between those texts. crack crack, popping knuckles is fun. I’m sitting here constantly thinking of you. Gosh, I can’t beleive I stayed up doing absolutely nothing until five in the morning. Even greater that my parents decide to wake up at six. Yay, ^_^ we have school on saturdays now
I wouldn’t bet on saturday school. Kiss Spring Break goodbye lol
Source: noobiam
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this is….ridiculous… lol
Source: carsonshoupe
Recently it’s been down between these two divinity schools and I’m not sure which I should choose. They both have notable ups and downs but nothing too big that can really deter me from any school. They both have the qualifications I’m looking for (Ministry teachings, Writing, Music), although GW has writing as a possible major which is something I definitely want to base my career in. Now at the same time, I can’t deny the fact that I want to continue pursuing music as a hobby with the piano, but that doesn’t mean I can’t just play on my own or after my four years of school, which is more than possible.
I’ve heard a lot of good about CIU too from many many people and it’s also where my pastor went so I know he came from good upbringing there. It’s certainly more affordable than GW would be since GW is a private school, but with whatever school I choose, I’m going to make the most out of the scholarships and programs they each offer.
Also, I really wouldn’t mind knowing some people aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat the school I’m already going to, and I know of 2 people going to GW but none at CIU. Even then, I’m going to meet more people no matter where I go, but it’d be nice to keep in touch with some good buddies of mine.
Distance wise, GW is also about half as close as CIU would be, which would allow me to drive there daily rather than spending the extra money on an apartment or dorm room which would really help. I also didn’t want to drive an hour and a half for CIU and then have to bunk with Nick R b/c that would most likely inconvenience them so yeah. lol
There’s just a lot to consider, so anyone who looks upon this, any ideas based on what I’ve gathered so far?
It is friday, isn’t it? I had an overall good week and things are looking much more positive so I like that a lot. Precal’s not too bad, it really is just geometry and alg II applied a little further. Nothing too bad. I’m looking forward to the start of general psychology on Monday too. Hopefully I wont fall behind.
Gonna write some if it snows this weekend and I hope to finish White so I can move on to my next book, Under the Dome (which is 1000 pages +)
Small groups are fun too but we’re gonna have to move them back if times don’t work out well with everyone I think :P Josh is usually late :p
Post reblogged from Erin's OLD account.
Chapter 1 done, and I already want to shoot myself.
Honors English II, this is going to be one hell of a semester.
lol I can’t say I have positive reviews on the book. The idea was interesting but I read it in honors Eng I and it was just so boring for me then. Maybe my appreciation would be better now but it was like, well, you said it. *pull trigger* lol :P
Source: drivewithmeeee
so, as I read through the wonderful letters of Paul and whatever else I deem worthy/and or have time for, I will occasionally be tumbling a verse or two on there that I have considered to be very profound or uplifting, or encouraging with the message. Something along the lines of “insert verse” followed by an explanation of how I think it applies or what it could mean that I’d be more than happy to receive any replies on. I may also post a few or a short section on the Gathering message board to see what people think. Just a thought but I hope it carries through.
I’m changing my outlook on things since reading this amazing verse that’s really shown me what my true problem is and it’s cleared my head about how best to go around it as well as who could probably help me, aside from God of course, the most in going through this. It raised some questions though, but I intend to get those answered.
so idk how to express how I feel. I hope no one gets offended by this though. I really wish that I could just have a really good and decent friendship with people. I see people every day in the commons who are all great friends with one another and just glad to see others. I wish I could have that but no one seems to want to so idk what I should do.
I feel happy every day to see all of them but it’s like they couldn’t care less about me so what should I do, just ignore them and not be happy too? Idk, I guess it’s just me being selfish. I try to be a part of things with them but I guess they don’t want me there : /
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